To My Unborn child,
Lots of Love,
Baby it's only around three weeks left since you'll be here in our arms:) while Iam writing this letter , I can feel you dance in my tummy ,moving your hands and feet :) as if you are understanding what Mumma is talking..Sweetie first of all many many thanks for coming into our lives. Daddy and Mumma are super excited and elated to have you. Thank you for choosing us to be your parents.
As Mumma is sitting in our living room thinking about how very soon you'll be here in this home..Iam feeling very emotional,for past nine months, you were inside me, You were me and I were u. Mumma was never alone. For first few months you made your presence felt by nausea and restlessness, every discomfort or nausea reminded me of my healthy pregnancy and your well being. I never felt so happy being sick..:) never smiled so much while vomiting. What a beautiful and distinct feeling it was..:)
The bond we shared from the first time I saw those two lines till date is magical, difficult to explain. How you holded me throughout my most testing times of pregnancy is amazing. The assurance you gave me every time I was worried of your well being cant be expressed. The regular scans and blood tests were the most difficult tests of my life. I remember when I use to wait for my turn to see the doc outside Doc's cabin being very very nervous, I felt vomitish, as if you were actually telling me not to worry..as if u were saying Mumma Iam fine don't worry:) Thank u darling for all your support:)
First four months my vomits and sickness was communication between you and me which was later replaced by your kicks and sweet flutters. Your cute response to my talks were the most beautiful thing in my life. Oh! what a joyful feeling it was to experience those little kicks..:)
While me and daddy are preparing our home for you, I can't stop thinking about you..how you have already become the centre of our lives. The first time when daddy and me saw your heartbeat.. It was overwhelming..one of the most beautiful sight in this world..and the most beautiful sound in this world..I actually cried out of joy and I thought that this was the most beautiful moment of my life, little did I know that this was just beginning of lots of such moments..how can I forget when we saw u for the first time..as soon as we saw you on screen.. You rolled moving your tiny hands..Oh! That was the moment! Your presence felt so real that time to me.. Couldn't believe Iam carrying a life.. A human inside me..and as we came out of the doc's cabin.. Daddy holded my hand telling me to walk slowly..Hallo chalo..:@) this was his favourite phrase throughout my pregnancy..i have to tell you this that it was so adorable and a very special feeling..:) We use to wait for Doc's appointment so that we can have a glimpse of yours..:) you were growing fast .. Months were short and days were long..:) my life was only you.. Have forgotten me and only remember u.. I have never ever loved myself and taken care of myself so much as I do now.. And that's all because of you..Thank u Baby!
Now that very soon you'll be in our arms I can't wait to meet you..
Baby.. Daddy and Mummy are so lucky to have you..You are we and We are you! Baby.. Iam not carrying you but you are carrying me..Thank you again for choosing us as your parents. We promise you to give a life full of love.
Your Mumma..
Me..:)

Speechless!
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Beautiful